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»__ ьвч Stчℓυѕ; мz.juLi℮e ♥
`why is it, the moment you turn around to leave, it seems like you've forgotten my heart is on your sleeve...

Known as Juliee
18 years young
she smells of Princess by Vera Wang
She loves shoes, friends, anything sweet, and absolutely adores her hubby Allen
She's scared of people leaving her
She's learning to love herself.
she's trying to believe that she's lovely on the inside.
and thats her story<33

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I love you<3

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Julie loves Allen <3
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

``how could someone make me so sad, but still i only want them to stay...<3

Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 10:28 AM

I really hope that little impudent annoying two-faced bitch is reading this.

Let’s see, where shall I start?

1. People (indicating ******) should really back off after already ruining a relationship once.
2. They should already be getting the fucking message to back off already.
3. Show their true self, instead of acting all innocent.
4. Yeah, don’t be a two-faced, scheming bitch at least show it.
5. Messing with one relationship is bad enough, so stop messing around
6. Don’t call OTHER people’s boyfriends out.
7. Don’t FLIRT with them.
8. Stop telling them to stay out late with you
9. People like you are a fucking nightmare
10. And most of all don’t mess with their girlfriends! We can see through all your scheming little ideas.

OH yeh did I mention, I hate you to death, and the only reason you’re still alive is because you’re my boyfriend’s friend, and that I HAVE to be nice to you. Yeh I hate YOUR guts.
************
Now that I’m done raging, let me get to the point…
I am sick and tired of being stuck in this problem, but it’s not my fault, that she pops up in the worst times ever. I could forget her, if she ceases to exist. Frankly, I really don’t need her existing in my life. Nor, do I need her existing in my boyfriend’s life, but maybe as some people say, I’m just being too nice like always.

When a girl, comes into your world, stealing the most precious thing from you, are you meant to just sit there and watch the things she does, which your boyfriend can clearly not see. When she’s the one kind of being that your boyfriend is meant to hate, but instead of hating her, he likes her, are you meant to not feel uneasy? Not only that, but your boyfriend actually makes you meet her with him, spending over an hour with her just cause she has nothing else to do. Not to mention, she also calls him out every now and then, which actually has cut down from everyday or night as I may say. Are you really meant to hold yourself back, and be nice to her as he wishes you to do so? Doesn’t that mean your just letting her get away with everything she does? In addition, it seems as though she is important to him and it doesn’t help, that he has actually liked her more so than a friend at one stage in your relationship, and despite, her already nearly ruining your relationship once, your boyfriend still meets her while knowing that you really detest her guts.

Honestly how would you feel, if you were working your ass off to go through a rough patch, thinking you can get through it with him again, like always, only to find out that he likes another girl? Wouldn’t that been a deep thorn in your side, a scar in your heart? But, how can you let go, if he’s the one thing holding you together? How can you forget all that, if it’s deeply hurt you before? How can you erase all the insecurities that you have inside your heart?
A friend of mine once said that, I am brave and strong for keeping up with all this, to just take all the pain so he can be happy. But I wonder how much longer I can keep this bravery up. ‘Cause frankly, I don’t like sharing someone who’s meant to be mine, and mine only? If he says that he’s entirely yours, you expect him to be ENTIRELY yours. But, there are some limitations to “ you’re all mine” or “ I’m all yours”, as long a you can see CLEARLY that they’re just friends and not flirting-mucking-around-spend-the-night-with-them-once-a-week- friends and definitely not when she always call him out to meet her.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying he can’t have friends, of course he can. Just it’d be better if he didn’t have friend like her, especially, when he already hates people who are like her.
I love him- I’m not that mean to take her away from him if he wishes for her to stay in his life, but, I just don’t know how much longer I can control my feelings. I want to breakdown; I want to scream, to hit a wall, do something other than watch her do this to me all over again or watch her do the things i hate her doing. Why does she have to come back? Has she had enough fun messing with other people’s relationships?

Maybe, I’m just over-thinking. Maybe I’m wrong. But I just simply don’t like her as a person, and what she does… because I’ve experienced, the pain that was particularly all her fault. And even if he asks me to take it out on him, I can’t—because I want to take it out on her, but with him saying take it out on him instead of saying go ahead and hit her, assuring me that he won’t be angry if I did… it’s like he’s protecting her.

If he’s strong enough to protect her, what about me? Shouldn’t he have protected me from feeling all this pain…?

<3juliee

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you stole my heart, right from the start . Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you
we're on a mission to last forever. navigation are the words up there (: the four lines up therreeeee! :D Her words - profile You listen - entries never forget - tagboard you're the reason that she breathes. - links &archives Disclaimer Welcome to my sanctuary, don't like what you read? not my problem(: go on and click that cross button in the top right corner other than that please enjoy (:	Her story <3 »__ ьвч Stчℓυѕ; мz.juLi℮e ♥ `why is it, the moment you turn around to leave, it seems like you've forgotten my heart is on your sleeve... Known as Juliee 18 years young she smells of Princess by Vera Wang She loves shoes, friends, anything sweet, and absolutely adores her hubby Allen She's scared of people leaving her She's learning to love herself. she's trying to believe that she's lovely on the inside. and thats her story<33 Him & her<3 I love you<3 . Julie loves Allen <3 ever thine ever mine ever ours		``how could someone make me so sad, but still i only want them to stay...<3 Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 10:28 AM I really hope that little impudent annoying two-faced bitch is reading this. Let’s see, where shall I start? 1. People (indicating *****) should really back off after already ruining a relationship once. 2. They should already be getting the fucking message to back off already. 3. Show their true self, instead of acting all innocent. 4. Yeah, don’t be a two-faced, scheming bitch at least show it. 5. Messing with one relationship is bad enough, so stop messing around 6. Don’t call OTHER people’s boyfriends out. 7. Don’t FLIRT with them. 8. Stop telling them to stay out late with you 9. People like you are a fucking nightmare 10. And most of all don’t mess with their girlfriends! We can see through all your scheming little ideas. OH yeh did I mention, I hate you to death, and the only reason you’re still alive is because you’re my boyfriend’s friend, and that I HAVE* to be nice to you. Yeh I hate YOUR guts. ************ Now that I’m done raging, let me get to the point… I am sick and tired of being stuck in this problem, but it’s not my fault, that she pops up in the worst times ever. I could forget her, if she ceases to exist. Frankly, I really don’t need her existing in my life. Nor, do I need her existing in my boyfriend’s life, but maybe as some people say, I’m just being too nice like always. When a girl, comes into your world, stealing the most precious thing from you, are you meant to just sit there and watch the things she does, which your boyfriend can clearly not see. When she’s the one kind of being that your boyfriend is meant to hate, but instead of hating her, he likes her, are you meant to not feel uneasy? Not only that, but your boyfriend actually makes you meet her with him, spending over an hour with her just cause she has nothing else to do. Not to mention, she also calls him out every now and then, which actually has cut down from everyday or night as I may say. Are you really meant to hold yourself back, and be nice to her as he wishes you to do so? Doesn’t that mean your just letting her get away with everything she does? In addition, it seems as though she is important to him and it doesn’t help, that he has actually liked her more so than a friend at one stage in your relationship, and despite, her already nearly ruining your relationship once, your boyfriend still meets her while knowing that you really detest her guts. Honestly how would you feel, if you were working your ass off to go through a rough patch, thinking you can get through it with him again, like always, only to find out that he likes another girl? Wouldn’t that been a deep thorn in your side, a scar in your heart? But, how can you let go, if he’s the one thing holding you together? How can you forget all that, if it’s deeply hurt you before? How can you erase all the insecurities that you have inside your heart? A friend of mine once said that, I am brave and strong for keeping up with all this, to just take all the pain so he can be happy. But I wonder how much longer I can keep this bravery up. ‘Cause frankly, I don’t like sharing someone who’s meant to be mine, and mine only? If he says that he’s entirely yours, you expect him to be ENTIRELY yours. But, there are some limitations to “ you’re all mine” or “ I’m all yours”, as long a you can see CLEARLY that they’re just friends and not flirting-mucking-around-spend-the-night-with-them-once-a-week- friends and definitely not when she always call him out to meet her. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying he can’t have friends, of course he can. Just it’d be better if he didn’t have friend like her, especially, when he already hates people who are like her. I love him- I’m not that mean to take her away from him if he wishes for her to stay in his life, but, I just don’t know how much longer I can control my feelings. I want to breakdown; I want to scream, to hit a wall, do something other than watch her do this to me all over again or watch her do the things i hate her doing. Why does she have to come back? Has she had enough fun messing with other people’s relationships? Maybe, I’m just over-thinking. Maybe I’m wrong. But I just simply don’t like her as a person, and what she does… because I’ve experienced, the pain that was particularly all her fault. And even if he asks me to take it out on him, I can’t—because I want to take it out on her, but with him saying take it out on him instead of saying go ahead and hit her, assuring me that he won’t be angry if I did… it’s like he’s protecting her. 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