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`why is it, the moment you turn around to leave, it seems like you've forgotten my heart is on your sleeve...
Known as Juliee
18 years young
she smells of Princess by Vera Wang
She loves shoes, friends, anything sweet, and absolutely adores her hubby Allen
She's scared of people leaving her
She's learning to love herself.
she's trying to believe that she's lovely on the inside.
and thats her story<33
Him & her<3
I love you<3
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Julie loves Allen <3
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
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why don't you take me to the dream, let's escape from reality
Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 4:36 PM
Sorry, no blogging recently... Its been a good few weeks, Uni has started and i'm slumped with Uni readings and assessments.
Yesterday, i found myself crying my eyes out by myself at a lonesome station. No matter how much i tried to stop, the moment i took in another breath i just started all over again.
I wonder just how much pain i've been holding in all this time.
I think i stayed there for about two hours or so.
I called him, he couldn't tell. My lack of breath, my heavy gasps, my shivering. I tried my best to act normal- only to burst into tears the moment he said "i love you" and i hung up. I love you please don't tell me lies.
Why is it always us girls being hurt? Why do we put up with so much shit and not do anything about it?
No calls. No texts. No replies. You always make me chase after you... I'm getting messed up. My head is going crazy.
I wish i could just close my eyes and run away from reality. Take me into the dream. I wish i was happy.
Instead, the cold hard reality awaits me when i open up my eyes. I woke up wishing i'd just go back to sleep. Deep deep sleep. oh how i long it. I wish so much, that the tears start to flow. again. Stop.stop.stop.
I hate you.
Why do i have to feel this way?
Oh i hate you, but i love you so much more.
Do you wish i'd disappear?
why? why? why? I'm always seeking answers. I always get "i don't know" Give me the truth. you owe me that much.
I'm immersing myself in work, what a pathetic attempt to get things off my mind.
In a relationship, there will always be one person who loves the other more. In this one... It is me.
Someone please save me... won't you be my paramedic?
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One foot out the door Cause you don't want to Keep me anymore One step away from leaving Cause I need a reason to stay
One foot out - Nasri
Let me be your paramedic He just doesn't get it He just keeps on breaking your heart Shorty listen, I'm your paramedic Let go of the headache Girl I can't wait to resuscitate you
Paramedic - Jarvis
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