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.Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you | ||||||||
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Her story <3 »__ ьвч Stчℓυѕ; мz.juLi℮e ♥ `why is it, the moment you turn around to leave, it seems like you've forgotten my heart is on your sleeve... Known as Juliee 18 years young she smells of Princess by Vera Wang She loves shoes, friends, anything sweet, and absolutely adores her hubby Allen She's scared of people leaving her She's learning to love herself. she's trying to believe that she's lovely on the inside. and thats her story<33 Him & her<3 I love you<3 . Julie loves Allen <3 ever thine ever mine ever ours |
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 10:40 PM "Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you." ____________________________________________________________________ Well it’s actually been a year since we got together. Wow. I’m kind of surprised we pulled through a whole year considering everything we’ve encountered! Can we go through another one? I’m not too sure, but I am sure that no matter what I want to spend the rest of my life with him, that’s what I truly believe. Well it’s been a while since I blogged huh? Yes it has. There’s no problem at the moment, everything is sweet and serene, controlled and better than ever I guess? Well on Saturday I spent some time with him, and then on Sunday, our one year did nothing but read since he had tutor and driving! On Monday we went horse riding with the family =) mine though, as in my cousins and my brothers. After horse riding went city gosh what a long trip ><”, and we decided to eat and go Karaoke, next up we took some capitols and then we played with the skill testers! And… Allen won heaps of toys for me like he did the other day xD. Well it was heaps of fun =) Now I should really stop procrastinating, and start doing my work like a good girl would have done… at the beginning of the holidays! But yet again I just kept reading and eating chocolate ><”. Somehow, such events over the holidays made me realize how precious people are to me, how precious my loved ones are to me and most of all how much their support means to me. It seems, we get down and get sadden by things easily these days, but knowing that the people you love are always there for you just cheers you up, and when something happens, and it feels like you can’t cheer up, why is it when they really ask you to, you force yourself to pick yourself off the ground and do as much as you can for them? I guess in life, we learn to keep those most precious to ourselves, happy and for us to enjoy the time that we have with them. The time that seems like we have so much of, but we actually don’t have enough off, as it’s just too little for our enjoyment to be fully satisfied. And to my beloved, it’s been one year, how great is that? We’ve pushed through so many obstacles in our relationship, yet we still love each other just as much as before. There are ups and downs, but people around us are kind enough to lend a help in hand each and every time. Sometimes, it seems like someone out there, is just testing how strong our love is with all these problems flying around, and each and every time it hits us, it seems like the end but it’s not ‘cause in the end we get through it every time and as more time goes by, I hope we’ll only love each other more. Tell me, do you believe in destiny? I wonder if we’re destined for each other, if destiny was true… do you think so? During this one year with you, I’ve experienced so much, pain, need, love, longing, comfort and so much more. I’m guessing that I still have so much more to experience. And I know, I’m probably such a nuisance to you, since I’m so clingy and I hold too much emotion and that I take everything too seriously, but underneath everything I hope you know that it’s really only because I love you so. I wonder if forever really exist my love? If it does, do you think we’ll make it? I hope so. Happy ONE year babe<3 Love you. always, Juliee<3
``And I can't take it no more, i'm getting sick and tired
Saturday, January 3, 2009 @ 9:48 PM Reflections of your love Have come to wither I thought I’d done my best to memorize A displaced little girl Wept years in silence And whispered wishes you’d materialize She pressed on night and day To keep on livingAnd tried to many ways To keep her soul alive Reflections (care enough) `` Mariah Carey __________________________________________________________________ Hmms, it’s been one hell of a week. Got told by stepmom to leave home after an argument, so I’ve been at my mums, then at the HILTON hotel for NYE, it was SUPER fun at NYE =)) it was basically with family though ^^b. Apparently I got drunk ( I don’t think so ,cause I can still remember MOST of the things I did) the only one I can’t remember was doing the robot with my brother Jamie o.O”. After that stayed over my cousin’s place and then spent a day with my hubby Allen =) next thing you know I go to mum’s to pick up my belongings, and go HOME. Mind you I was away from home for like a week… ah wells. Then I don’t know how it happened but a whole lotta shit happened. I don’t understand many parent’s these days, is it really that hard to understand us kids, teenagers etc. So many people I know have family problems, they’re all different but at the same time it’s still the same, how do we end up with parents not understanding how we feel? And maybe we’re in the wrong and such, but that does not give them the right to hit you…or does it? And why do parents always think they’re right even though it’s obvious they’re in the wrong not only to their child but outsiders? But just because they’re our parents it doesn’t necessarily mean that they have automatic respect right? Don’t you think they still have to earn it, especially if they already disrespect you in the start? They say my life, is like Cinderella’s minus the ugly stepsisters, no father and more, doing housework since I was little, abused to hell when I don’t, or when I rebelled and always seeing kids out there with their real mother, walking them to school, or dropping them off, kissing them goodbye…and to just need a prince to take away all the pain and sufferings. Maybe, HE is my prince, my knight in shining armor there to save me from all this distress. But why can’t I bring myself to run away completely? Why do I care about everyone else, not only that… why am I self-sacrificing myself yet again, like always, why? Why does life seem so tiring, why does it make me feel like the whole world is against me? And none the less, why can’t I be in peace with my prince like the fairytales? Because you’re a girl, because you’re a girl, because you’re a girl because you’re meant to be prim and proper because you’re meant to be clean because it’s you’re job because you’re a girl. What a sexist thing… no boyfriend, cause you’re a girl- why is it always because you’re a girl?Everything is always, because you’re a girl. It’s so frustrating so what if I was a boy? What then? It’d be different? Yes. Yes it would be different, but it’s not, ‘cause you’re not a boy. Go. Shove. It. Up. Your. Ass. Well I’m outskiies people. ``<3juliee |
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